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my therapy page...

22+ yrs of being fucked around on.... we met at a park and ride in oct of 92 --- i stopped whoring around, he didn't...

3 kids grew up without a mother because someone was rushing to get back to a cemetery from cruising exit 49 and killed her...even THAT wasn't enough to signal the most unempathetic MF i've ever known to STOP cruising...i know a few of you have seen him doing it and let me know -- thank you  .... i wish that i had known sooner...

 

after beating me beyond a concussion, i knew i had to leave or it was just a matter of time before i was dead..

 

the anger he holds against the world is unwarranted and the feeling of entitlement he has is disgusting...

 

he cries for no one but himself and his father (i adored his father)...

 

most of you have seen the phoniness --- if you're not spending big bucks, you're truly shit in his eyes...if you have the money, he'll treat you the way he SHOULD treat everybody... (he didn't get  that from his father...)

 

i'm in the process of moving forward, but i have to vent...

 

the best thing about this relationship is the way timing played out... i've met someone who DESERVES what i have to offer... my James deserves the best and hopefully my best is enough.... funny thing is, we've both lived in Manorville simultaneously for 17 years and NEVER met...

building a relationship with someone who just makes me SMILE and stirs things inside me that i didn't know i had...  my world is being rocked in the best possible way right now  :)